This dream left me feeling haunted and bugged me all day. N. is not someone I really talk to, I haven't in years, but it was distinctly him. The videos were highly graphic and disturbing.
Funnily enough, I shared this dream with M. after I typed it up, and went to show her the song I was talking about specifically. I haven't looked for that video on this computer at all, because it's new. However when I went to look it up, it showed up in my history. I'm sure there is a logical explanation for it, but it kindof spooked me.
The song I refer to in this dream is from Repo! The Genetic Opera. This movie is extremely NSFW, and contains disturbing imagery and topics. However it's one of my favorites. I would not suggest looking up the movie if you are offended easily or have delicate sensibilities. You won't enjoy it.
The video I'm posting does not have the movie scenes attached, so if you want to hear the song, feel free.
I remember....
Dream follows Jump
I went back to the law firm to pick up somebody. It was a weird version though. M. was still there, And I got a chance to say goodbye tho some of the other workers. But the layout was everyone in one room with desks facing outwards in an oval. I gave S. some advice about the computer she was using, and hugged M..
On the outside of the oval, neat the back there was another set of desks. L. and some other people were working there. L. was supposed to come visit that night. I think I was entertaining the notion of dating him.
I went home, and the house was different. It was still one story, but had more rooms. I got on Facebook, and clicked on this weird video. It was live action, and showed a unicorn killing various creatures in a pond. I vaguely remember it being bear cubs. It was really disturbing. I left the video, and realized that it was a click scam. When I looked at my feed, I saw a video that I did not post. It was different but just as gruesome.
I quickly got rid of it, though it was really complicated to do so. I saw another video that was an adaptation of lion king. First it was like a Hishe, and showed Scar being caught early on, before he killed Mufasa. Then it changed and showed the lions catching large bears and keeping them for some reason. Simba caught a large one as a cub, but Mufasa said it wasn't useful to them.
I ran into N.'s room down the hall, which was weird that he lived with us, but felt normal at the same time. He was alone and we chatted for a bit. There was a chemistry between us that I can't explain. You could feel it in the air.
Somehow I knew that L. was going to cancel, so I said let N. know that. Specifically, "I had invited this guy over tonight, but he had to cancel." He expressed sadness for my sake, but I could tell he was pleased. We also talked about the disturbing videos. I felt safe with him.
Eventually I wandered down to the restroom, and back to my computer. Ouka had come home, which pleased me greatly. I kept hugging him. Li. was also there, And some other people. When Li. was about to click on one of the earlier videos a bunch of us screamed "No, don't!"
I explained why, and realized N. was behind me. He was checking on his sister who was to my left. As he started to leave, I turned and said "wait." He stopped. "Is that the only reason you came over here?"
He responded. "I felt you, and..." I couldn't make out the rest, but I knew he had friends waiting. One of them had walked in on me in the bathroom earlier. I think it was a combination of Co. and Ca.. I reached out as he did, and we clasped our right arms together. It was hard for us to let go, and we prolonged the moment, slowly sliding apart as we said goodnight.
I went back to hugging Ouka profusely. And C. said something about "he's finally off of our case," while hugging A.. I said "I'm pretty sure he wasn't here about you." I refused to explain further, and apparently no one noticed the interaction between me and N..
The dream shifted and it was chaotic and weird. I had to start up a game. The machine said I needed to catch my partner, and sent tiny plastic babies out a chute. I managed to catch both the ones that came out, a male and a female. I think you were only supposed to be able to catch one. We were given futuristic weapons, and told to go through the rooms.
We were being beaten horribly and dying in a battle when I woke up humming "dear Shiloh I am so sorry," and "I remember..." from Repo.
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