Weird, scary, and...Broccoli?

Some of my dreams involve various family members. It's strange and usually scary. I'm not on the best terms with most of my family because they don't approve of my lifestyle. Maybe that's the only reason these are get scary.

Also, there was a gap between me writing down dreams. Ouka and I were in the process of moving and settling in. I didn't have time, or just chose not to. Sometimes I didn't have any memories of dreams. The older dreams start to pick up in frequency after this one. 

Namaste.

Dream is after the jump.

04/07/2014

I don't remember how we got to the points that I remember. I was under AC's control. I was staying in a hotel with someone who I think was Ouka, but could have been someone else. I know that I was in love with that person, and they loved me, I just don't remember what they looked like.

I had a pet mouse that I had found. He was small and tannish, and I never gave him a name. I would find him in the oddest places, and think he was dead or injured when I found him. For example, at one point he was in between a cabinet door and the top of the cabinet. He looked squished, but I opened the door and he was fine.

We had been at the hotel for a couple of days, and actually were staying longer than originally intended. A.C. kept showing up and confirming I was still there, because I was going to be put down in a few days. I remember being completely accepting of this because I deserved it? I don't remember the exact reasons, but it was very depressing. 

In the hours before the euthenization, We were packing up all of our stuff to leave the hotel. A.C. came in to check on us, and brought M. along. I gave her the mouse because I wanted him to be taken care of. We were walking to the car, (Stuff was still in the hotel room) when it hit me that I was scared of what was about to happen. I kept thinking, "I don't actually want this. I don't agree with this. This is wrong. I don't want to die."

I told my A.C. that I wanted to call M. She said I couldn't, there was no need to, M. wouldn't talk to me. I didn't believe her and made a break for it. Pulling out a phone as I went. A.C. got really upset and kept saying "you can't do that"

Somehow we ended up in an ocean. I was getting close to the surface of the water, but next thing I knew I was pulled to the lowest level because A.C. wanted me to harvest broccoli. I told my lover "this makes sense, because by taking me here, she's taken me much farther from escape." 

I kicked and swam and dodged through the broken pieces of some ships while trying to get away. I knew they were chasing after me, but I kept going. I managed to get up near the surface again, and broke through. 

I was close to the dock, and had surfaced near a piece of the shipwreck. I swam to the dock, which had a conveyor belt in the water as well as one on the dock itself. It was an interesting design. 

The dream skipped a bit, and the next thing I know it's later in the evening, and A.C. has admitted defeat. She gives me back a book she had taken at some point, and makes a point of putting four condoms in it. As I'm walking toward the hotel, The condoms look strange, like they've been stretched out. My lover and I are going to have to stay another unintended night, but I woke up before I found out what happened next.